Total Eclipse of the Heart;

~~Wednesday, May 30, 2007~~

10:18 PM

sleepy.. need sleep..

woke up at 10.45 today.. and slept late last night. onli had like 8hrs of sleep. and thats very little!

went to meet Yijin Nic wong and Nic lee to eat seoul garden. paid for 4 people, got the raw food. and.... waited for Junhao. so long?? waited for about 20mins. see? we are such good friends =). All I ate was Blackpepper Beef and Curry Chicken. but i took alot. haha VERY NICE!! ate Yam Ice-cream after that. total, $13. quite cheap.. cuz the last time i went was $22. o.o

took MRT to PS. Reached there around 2. suppose to meet at 3.15. i was so early. so i walked around PS. went into this CD shop. and got stuck there looking at the cool CDs. left the shop and the time was 2.30. Stood around waiting for Caleb. he reached at around 2.40+. went to the carpark to slack til about 3.

then sat at the MRT station til 3.15+ and everyone came.

was soo tired..... didnt really talk much. need.. sleep..=( watched POTC-at world's ends. it was nice. who says it's not? o.O

quote from Way Back Into Love.
I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some directions.

Blah =/

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~~Tuesday, May 29, 2007~~

11:51 PM

Whats going on?

~~war has began again?~~
~~just because one accuses another about what they did?~~
~~sigh..~~

today.. went to CityMusic with Caleb to check out some things. Floor POD. $370?? wa.... =O
now i have to save money.. but how do i save money when you want to do so many things? and its the june holidays? nooo.

list of things I want. x)
1)watch all nice movies.
2)play soccer.
3)buy the Floor POD.
4)go out have fellowship.
5)Mini Speakers.

ahh cant think of anymore. but... they all cost so much.. and if i wanna get the Floor POD. the rest would have to.. disappear? =(

FloorPOD! =)

Came back after walking around. and watched tv. play guitar.. talk on phone..
Boring.....
Tomorrow -- Seoul Garden(with class)/Soccer.
Thursday -- Soccer/Ben's House.
Friday -- Running.

ok tired already Bye..

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~~Monday, May 28, 2007~~

10:56 PM

FONT CHANGE! COLOUR CHANGE!

hahahaha holidays!!!
but its so boring!!!
until im back playing maple..
lvl 10 warrior!!!

woke up at 11.30 today. and found that i had nothing to do!! so i decided to download maple and play... well download.. watched pokemon 4ever! hahaha. and guess what? do you know pokemon can make you feel super sad and wanting to cry? haha! it can ok.. then went to maple awhile.. and my sister asked if she could play. (younger). so i let her train me =) but.. she is Super SLOW. ya. so i watch Protege. the movie is confusing. didnt really get it.

then talked on the phone for awhile. and had dinner. and its BACK TO MAPLE! i was a lvl 12 bowman when Caleb asked me to create one in Aquila. and i did. haha. and now its onli lvl 10...

its so boring.. even with maple.. Going with Caleb tmr to CityMusic to check some things out. =)

Whoops.. Mum is getting angry.. ok logging of now mum!

Bye. --> Bye. LOL!!

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~~Sunday, May 27, 2007~~

7:59 PM

you said'

couldn't use the com for two days! cuz most of the time i would be out, or one of my family members would want to use. so.. i got no time to use =(.

had soccer yesterday morning. IT WAS BURNING HOT. i think I'm tanner now? =)then went to Vincent's house to shower. and ate pork chop rice for lunch then went to church for practice. during practice, and during worship. wasnt really scared. until the last song. Might To Save. I was SHACKING! the started part.. wa.. haha =/

After worship was praying. yup. then went to eat at Macs with Kengseng Sam and Ryan. dunno why Caleb didn't go. but we played soccer before eating. and there was this Drunk women.. OH MY.. sick man. and she played with us -.- and went home after eating.

my body didn't want to get out of bed today. but i did.. eventually. haha. reached church at 10.10. thought i was gonna be there on time. but.. COOL =)

no wanton mee today again =( ahh. haha. cuz got free food in church.. after lunch stayed for Powerhouse. and played abit of street. and went to kapo abit at the dance =) and had field soccer after that.

thanks for the letter! =) and the choc. looks cool haha. thank you!

Good Singing!

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~~Thursday, May 24, 2007~~

8:28 PM

Better Than Life

haha. my mum is watching some drama show. and the music they're playing is SO sad. slow and nice and sad.. o.O? hahahaha. ok nvm that.

yesterday. REPORT BOOK! but teacher didnt allow those boys that didnt play some leadership cost to take it. so.. i wasnt gonna get it. cuz i didnt have $40 with me.. but luckily got CALEB and KENGSENG! borrowed $20 each from them =) thank you! paid them back when they came my house with Sam. after slacking awhile at home. the four of us took cab to Sam house to stay over. cuz there was gonna be a soccer match! Liverpool VS AC Milan. and WOW! the cab cost.. i didnt know it was gonna be that expensive.. $13.. ouch! =( split cost. i paid 5 =(( haha. took a nap.. then Sam's mum ordered Macs for us. =D i had mac spicy upsize. more pimples =/

After Dinner. Slacked at Sam's room till 11+ then watched SAW! WOOO. CREEPY? it was Freaky.. Bloody.. Monstery?.. o.o the clown looked scary haha. Kengseng was scared! and he wasnt scared of Grudge.. weird.. not scared of ghost scared of man. x) haha. then after Saw, waited for the soccer match to start. from 2.. dragged to 2.45 wa.. watched the first half onli. when the score was 1-0 to AC. then decided to go sleep. too tired already..

Woke up at 11.30 and all went back to my house. watched Saw 2 and Spawn. haha. now i wanna watch Saw 3!! noo R21.. that means that the CD shop cannot rent it out. haha.

yay Saturday playing guitar. but i dun really know what are the songs? not confirmed yet i guess.. =[

tmr got school!! LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!! HOPE EVERYONE WILL HAVE A GOOD DAY! i almost got caught for my hair la.. and the stuff that my friend ask me to help him keep.. veryveryvery Dangerous.. HOPE tmr i wont get caught for my hair! ITS the LAST day! PLEASE? =(

You Telling Me Something? o.o?

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~~Monday, May 21, 2007~~

9:45 PM

til i see you

so sian today. everyone said i was sad. and kept asking. lol. i dunno why i've been looking so sad. do i? i dunno!! today school was soo boring! thought will get report book. in the end it'll be given back onli on wednesday. and thursday is.. MTP so no school i guess. then after school met Caleb and Sam for CS.

Waited outside Wesley Hall for about 20mins. and still no one came to see us. so we went wondering inside x) and in the end found them. jus did praying and bible reading today. hopefully friday would be more fun. haha. came back after playing soccer in the HOT/BURNING/FLAMING sun.

stop..
it hurts to much..
it just does..

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~~Saturday, May 19, 2007~~

9:33 PM

Blah

Yesterday. nothing much happened =/. Sam and Kengseng came over to slack. Sam was practising his guitar skill and getting better again!! wow. he was working hard well i was sleeping =). actually i wasnt really sleeping. cuz the guitar was quite loud. went dinner around 7. and then went to the video shop. thinking of borrowing Saw. 1 and 2. and 3 if they have it. bring it to Sam's house to watch over night. WOO SCARY! =)

Woke up at 11 today. slept so late. like 2 in the morning. took a bus to school to meet Kengseng and Sam to follow them to buy their caps. on the bus. i saw this gold necklace! wanted to take man.... but didnt =) hahaha. ya so they ordered their caps and the lady told us to come back in 1 and a half hrs time. which was so long. cuz kengseng has to be in church by 4 for the welcome thing. in the end we reached church at 4.30 haha.

went dinner with Kengseng Ryan Sam and John. then took MRT and Bus back home.

YES! tomorrow im finally getting my Wanton Mee Treat. =) Thank you! I WIN! =p

see you! =)

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~~Thursday, May 17, 2007~~

7:52 PM

=)

my Options for posting is back to normal! yay=) haha.

had interclass today. and we lost both matches. hahaha. first one was penalty. they scored. and ours.."went in and came out" but teacher said it wasnt a goal. second was... SAVIN! own goal lolz!! so funny.

after school, followed Bryan Caleb Sam and Kengseng to FarEast to buy Caps. didnt plan on buying any at first.. but.... haha. i did =/ cost $15 custom made. i think its quite worth. =) ill try to put the pic on.

there.. nice? =))

Caleb and Bryan got one too. and Kengseng and Sam are getting on saturday. haha

After FarEast, Sam and Caleb came over my house to slack. and they just left. haha SAM YOU IMPROVED!! =) IMPROVE MORE OK???

ahh.. tomorrow is either gonna be happy day or sad day. I PRAY IT'LL BE A HAPPY DAY!! =(

ok im gonna eat now. SeeYou =)

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~~Wednesday, May 16, 2007~~

10:17 PM

spiderman 3!!

haha just came back from watching Spidey 3 with Caleb Tabbi Isa and Steph. and Isa's parents haha. met up with Isa and Caleb at 4.30 first to eat. slowly ate till about 5.30 when steph came. then erm... met up with tabbi haha. and movie time!!

spiderman was long. but quite nice. shocking too! i jumped at a part of the show. o.o my hands were quite cold. so the movie ended at 8.30. and onli me and caleb were left. the rest went home. so Caleb and I walked around PS for Awhile. then went to the Bus-stop. CALEB'S BUS CAME FIRST!!!! nooo. haha

i hope u like the stuff i gave you =)

tmr have interclass. hope my class can win! even without some people.. =(

seeyou! =)

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2:00 PM

hahaha.

TODAY went to the NEWater place. the whole day was school outing. 3 stops in total. first was under some bridge. i cant remember o.O haha stay for like 5 mins. and went back on the bus. the bus took us to bugis to eat =) walked around looking for a mac with Sam Kengseng Caleb Bryan and Kaibin. in the end, found BK instead. so.. ate BK for breakfast. Never eaten the breakfast there before. it was GOOD! =D haha. rushed to finish it in 10mins. and as usual... Kengseng was the last =p

went back to the bus to go NEWater. was sleepy. so i closed my eyes... then the tour guide and her "irritating" voice went. "WAKEY WAKEY" and i jumped -.- ... errr... was sitting rite in front somemore..

after the trip. went back to the concert hall for debrief. 7 of my classmates are gonna be suspended?! and tomorrow is interclass?!?! 3 of them that are playing tmr are suspended?!?! no need to play already=) GOOD GAME!

now i deunno if i should take a nap. cuz if i do.. i wouldnt feel like waking up. and if i dun.. then i might sleep during the movie x) haha. ahhh..... ok.........

Ill Fulfil a part of ur wishlist! but.. it might not come as one. many?

ByeBye =)

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~~Monday, May 14, 2007~~

3:15 PM

yay no school.

woke up at 10.30 today. slept at 12.30 =) haha since no school. last night had a fever. so mum let me stay home lor. but she say must get MC. so today. woke up, ate breakfast, and went to see doctor. and got MC =) and medicines of course. on the way back, wanted to borrow some shows from video eZ but it was 11.50 and the shop opens at 12. it was gonna rain. so i could either wait at the shop till the rain stopped. or.. jus go home without any shows.

decided to go home in the end. walking halfway. reaching home already.. like 3mins more. and it poured. was a little wet when i reached home. lucky got many big trees on the way =) reached home and watched spiderman 1 haha. very long nvr watch already. so just watch lor. now maybe ill watch spiderman 2 later. and spiderman 3 on.. dunno when..=/ haha spiderman spiderman. - with great power, comes great responsibility - haha.

now im super bored. nothing to do. messaging now.. haha and u cant save me=( cuz u are bored too x) haha.

see you! =) hahahahaha.

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~~Sunday, May 13, 2007~~

9:02 PM

Happy Mother's Day!

and im sick =( sian.. wanted to play soccer today. but my nose was leaking like crazy. was leaking since yesterday nite. and today got worst o.o nvm.. at least my mum allow me to... REST at home tomorrow! =) ya! haha but have to get MC. so ill be RESTING at home tmr.

reached church at 9.55. thought i was gonna be late. cuz i left house at 9.20 and it normally takes 1hr to get to church by bus. went to the coffee shop till about 10.15. then went to church to look for people. and found Marcus Samuel and Walter. chat awhile and went up to 4th floor.

after service, had little appetite to eat. so decided to take cab home. reached home and slept =) haha. so tired and sick -.-

haha didnt get to pass u "something" =p
i want to watch spiderman!!

see you! =)

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1:47 PM

OH MAN!

Darn taxi driven cheat me and i cant help it -.- cuz.. i dropped Caleb off at the bus-stop near his house. and the taxi driver stopped the meter.... what the... then he say cannot deduct if not he'll get scolding.. so i paid 2.50 EXTRA. CRAP MAN! no. i mean LOBSTER MAN! sigh -.- ...

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~~Friday, May 11, 2007~~

8:01 PM

Wahaha!

Exams are over for mee! but.. theres no games to play =( the com is so boring now. beside naruto =) and msn and soccer and.. guitar? hahaha. boring~~ well at least i occupied today.

after the paper. took bus straight home from school. cuz Caleb Sam and Kengseng was coming my house to.. play. haha. Sis was teaching Caleb somethings, Kengseng and Sam was.. doing others things like playing guitar and laughing for no reason. o.o Kengseng! ur fingers very itchy huh? like to scratch my guitar string.. the song nice meh o.o..... haha. they left at "3-" x) cuz i had soccer. Caleb gave me a ride to school. and from school took bus to farrer. and onli 6 people went for soccer.. ahaha. so we played 3 a side. then some group came to challenge us. haha so they made it more interesting =) ya. and now im back home with nothing to do.

anyone can intro a Nice ORPG game to me? =(

OH NO! i jus realise i havent writen the letter yet!! ahh give me ideas!

see you! =)

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~~Thursday, May 10, 2007~~

7:45 PM

last day of exams.. TMR!!

haha last paper is tmr.. cant wait.. then will have the freedom feeling. have to survive tmr's 2hr paper. so long! =(

its quite unfair huh? some end their exams early. well others end theirs late haha. but at least is not that bad.

had quite a bad head ache in the afternoon. dunno why also. =/ haha. now its better. so... yay. x) haha. studying D&T now. so many things to memorise. im going crazy. D&T is like the hardest to study. haha ya =) smiling!

my com kept hanging today. cuz i tried to open warcraft x) so i guess it doesnt wan me to play =/ hope it wont hang now.....

hope u are having fun in tuition! =)

see you!

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~~Wednesday, May 9, 2007~~

12:32 PM

omg........ i jus published one previous post and got some error....... now its gone..... haha....... aaahh..

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~~Tuesday, May 8, 2007~~

7:52 PM

HI EVERYONE!

haha nothing much to blog bout today. or maybe im jus too lazy. anyone QUIZ 2!! take it!!
ill try and put it up

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~~Monday, May 7, 2007~~

2:45 PM

3 more days.

mathe down. 3 more papers to go. played soccer after school. Today is super HOT. my feet and shoe were Burning. poof. everything in my bag including my beg was burning together. lol T.T put cold drink in my bag and it turned hot in a few minutes haha.

ok about todays mathe paper. this is how i see it.

=\ Easy-------Average-------Hard
=/ 1 - 2 - 3 - 4 - 5 - 6 - 7 - 8 - 9

Paper ONE was ...... 3! hahahaha =)
Paper TWO was ...... 7 - 8! SobSob....

so... ya i was overall quite difficult. haha

cant wait for the end of this week. then ill be stress free haha. and can go out.
errr nothing else to type here, that i can think of. my brain is too tired from today. haha =/ see you!

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~~Sunday, May 6, 2007~~

4:30 AM

its 4.30 and im still awake..... i thought i was tired.. but have been lying on my bed for four hours+.. oh man.. why cannot sleep? ahh

so i jus came to post for fun.. haha.. guess ill go try sleep again.. bye..

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~~Saturday, May 5, 2007~~

6:02 PM

sick

didnt go JG today. partly cuz im sick. and i needed to study. well, woke up at 10.45. slept a little before 12 yesterday. was already sick since thursday nite. suddenly my nose jus started running like crazy.

so.. woke up, went to eat breakfast. prata. ahaha not suppose to eat cuz my throat is bad. but nothing else to eat. didnt eat lunch. didnt feel too well to eat all that food. haha. watched Soccer Goals and Naruto 12 then went to my room to study. it was about 1+ studied for 30mins... very sleepy.. dunno why =/ haha. then my younger sis came in. wanted to fold straws. haha. so ya. fold. and she continued but i stopped. got hungry. haha =x saw my older sis in her room. didnt realise she went out. walked down to get food. and didnt realise that my elder sis brought friends over. haha. one of them saw me and my hair was very messy. and was wearing messy home clothes haha. OOOPS! she didnt tell me that friends were over! saw them.. o.o turned and walked back up. haha. so no food till they leave. and thats about 2.30

studied/folded straws while waiting. ya.. then went to eat 4 waffles. and rested on my bed. and... fell asleep. until 5.45 haha. still very tired.. haiz.. i had a weird dream during my nap. very weird. its like super different from real life. the feeling of that "thing" hahahahahaha now im feeling very different.

haha now going to eat! and waiting for Spiderman 3 The-Making. haha at 7. and hopefully i can concentrate on studying after that.

one more week to exams finish.. but i dun have that excited feeling lei. o.o haha. like theres not gonna be any fun even when the exams are over. nooooooo.

~dreams~

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~~Friday, May 4, 2007~~

9:50 PM

HOLY CRAP

RUNESCAPE SUX! i died and i lost all my GREAT items.. been keeping for 6 years!!!! OMG.... and now its all gone -.-.-.-.-.-.- arghhhh.... 6 years of safe keeping.. in one day ALL GONE!! and its like worth 18.6 mil runescape gold?!?!?! OH MY...

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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6:01 PM

average day

started off by waking up around 7.15 to go to school for studying/remedial. haha dragged myself out off bed. washed up, changed and started walking to the bus stop. while walking, i thought i was gonna be late. YiJin said to meet at 7.45 at my bus-stop. so.. walked faster. =/ reached the bus-stop at 7.43! yes i was not late. BUT! YiJin called and said he took a bus that will reach me at around 8. so... ahh.. i waited. went to school to eat breakfast too. haha =) wanton mee!! ya=)

the after breakfast was nothing much.. blah blah blah. till around 11.30. was still in school. doing nothing with Caleb and Sam. so we decided to go J8 first to jus walk around. but walking is reaaallyy tiring. hahahaha. walked awhile. then sam and i was like "waahhh.. I need a seeaattttttttt" haha. so we walk out of J8 looking for seats. we saw this.. railing.. and sat on it o.o but.. sat only like 15 secs cuz.. Caleb saw this library RITE in front of us. o.o lol so went there to slack at the children section till 2+.

didnt know or couldnt decide wad to eat for lunch. cuz we were hungry! haha. we were standing between Subway, LongJohn, Mac, KFC, ThaiExpress and CafeSomething x) oh! and MosBurger. after 10mins or so. we Finally decided at MOS haha.

ill continue later if allowed haha. see you! =)

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~~Thursday, May 3, 2007~~

5:48 PM

no school

had no paper today so didn't need to go school. and i had a dream that i woke up early to go to school. when i reached school, i was saying to myself "Why I Come?!" woke up and i was at home. o.o hahahahaha. but staying at home is not as fun as i thought. cuz have to study. so after being tired of studying, watch tv. and theres nothing else to do. ahhh.

i finally successfully learnt how to fold a heart and remember how to fold one. using straw =) yes! hahaha learn from YouTube. but that person keep moving so i took awhile... haha

Tomorrow got remedial at.. i think 8.30 haha. meeting YiJin then go together. after remedial.. ill see wad time it is. if its still every every early. then ill go home first. and go J8 with Caleb later. haha.

This Song Is Nice

-Invisible-ClayAiken-

Whatcha’ doin’ tonight
I wish I could be a fly on your wall
Are you really alone
Who's stealin' your dreams
Why can't I bring you into my life
What would it take to make you see that I'm alive

If I was invisible
Then I could just watch you in your room
If I was invincible
I'd make you mine tonight
If hearts were unbreakable
Then I could just tell you where I stand
I would be the smartest man
If I was invisible
(Wait..I already am)

Saw your face in the crowd
I call out your name
You don't hear a sound
I keep tracing your steps
Each move that you make
Wish I could read what goes through your mind
Wish you could touch me with the colors of your life

I reach out
But you don't even see me
Even when I'm scream out
Baby, you don't hear me
I am nothing without you
Just a shadow passing through...

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~~Wednesday, May 2, 2007~~

6:52 PM

=0

History exam today.. didnt have enough time to complete section B that is worth 12 marks! =O ahh... wrote halfway then the teacher say stop. wanted to play soccer awhile after school since school ended at 9.05. but... it rained non-stop. so ate lunch/breakfast in school. and cabbed back home with Caleb and Sam. Sam came to practise his guitar skills again. got better. i think. ya got better =). left around 2-3.

I'm feeling so low now. haha dunno why.. jus feeling low... ahhh.... dinner soon bb

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~~Tuesday, May 1, 2007~~

3:48 PM

BBooorringgggg..

theres nothing to do on the com. lol no point "playing" computer when i've got no games. looking for games to play after my exams. but.. i cant find any nice once!! C&C 3 is like.. 8G. wanted to DL it this morning. but when i saw the size.. o.O wow.. my com will laggg like crazy if i DL-ed it. so.. never DL and now still got no games to play. ahhh.

woke up at 1 today. slept late last night. watching Ghost Ship last night on TV. it was scary. lol.

got nothing else in mind to be here.

next friday is the end of my exams. and this friday is.. following day =) lol. see you!

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